Lock me up inside this room
I’ve lost all of my will to move
I don’t really sleep these days
All I see are projections
And I can’t stand a single one
So I’ll lay in here and wait
I’m losing the feeling in all of my limbs
And thinking what’d happen if I cut off them
Maybe what I need is pain
I just really want to feel for once something that I know’s real
Have I finally gone insane?
My instincts tell me that I don’t have what it takes
What do I need to prove anyway?
This predisposition with feeling human
leaves me barely hanging on
Simple is hard for me
Wondering what’s in my head
If i’m still laying in that bed
Where is my mind taking me?
Am I alive or asleep?
I don’t control what I see
I don’t want to believe
How can I escape my surroundings?
Are these just my surreal dreams?
Odd shapes fill up the landscape
What is real? what is fake?
It’s funny what we choose to believe
Strange voices call out my name
Most of the time we pretend we’re ok
Am I alive or asleep?
Comfort is a fallacy
Our mind tricks us to think
That the world’s not as bad as it seems
Are these just surreal dreams?
How much more can I take
Something really must change
Morbid thoughts slowly overtake me
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i'm no good so i'll let everyone else do the talking abt how great this album is bc i have more important things to talk abt like that it was recorded in my hometown!! i was walkin around a stupid little ten-year-old and they were in the stu makin this album less than a mile from my house!! what!!!!! Elizabeth
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